A friend of mine noticed that I was not my usual self and was having problems manifesting prosperity. She told me she had a period of “stuckness” and had good results from an energy healer named Michael Roland and recommended me to go to his website.

I’d tried other energy healings and treatments which helped considerably, but I had some doubts because so far nothing had made me feel like “the old me”—active, enthusiastic, intelligent, self-confident, helpful—I was in grief, missing the best parts of me.

I even lost confidence in my mind-body exercises, meditation, and crystals. I felt like I couldn’t clear myself and was on edge, unmotivated, and totally distracted with no sense of time. People either ignored me or acted angry around me. I was also angry from deferring and giving in to others.

My brain was foggy, confused, and I wasn’t able to trust my intuition. I’d “zone out” during meditation and while listening and kept replaying negative events that led up to my divorce and my leaving of spiritual groups. I had stinging skin sensations like I’d been slapped over most of my body.

I withdrew from friends and holed up at home, but couldn’t rest. An inordinate amount of problems at work and dwindling savings due to lack of work made me look haggard. I felt overwhelmed and kept thinking something was wrong with me.

I finally went to Michael’s website and read his articles about Emotional and Spiritual Renewal, energy blockages, and spiritual attachments. I liked the fact that Michael was trained in these skills in China and was also an Acupuncturist. His distance healing services are very affordable.

After a few e-mails, I got to know Michael better and liked his warmth, sincerity, and kind concern. I made an appointment on his website and he called me at home on time. He put me at ease right away with his nice voice and humble confidence. He asked what I would like to accomplish in this session and then tuned in to my energy and began to read what was going on.

Michael is very much in tune with psychic energies.  He asked about people from a spiritual group I belonged to and determined who was in my energy and why they were there. He worked with me to send these people far away. In my mind’s eye I could see them go. He also found that I needed to see myself far away from a different spiritual organization. As Michael told me about these people, I finally realized why I felt crushed by them and why I no longer wanted to do my spiritual practices. He also found that I still had attachments to and from my ex and cleared these.

I felt optimistic and empowered because he found more than other healers and not only helped me to remove attachments, but told me what to do to keep them away this time. He gave me a meditation, hand mudra, and mantra to rely on myself more to rebuild my crushed Spiritual energy field. Michael’s message to me was to empower myself without associations and to keep disassociating and clearing so I can rely on myself.

Michael answered all my questions and even though there are still some things to be cleared, I feel I have clarity and understanding, an improved outlook, more compassion for myself, and feel more willing to take an active role in my own life. I felt lighter and freer after our session and felt my energy shifting in my head. My face looks more relaxed and for the past two days, I’ve felt my second and first chakras lit up with energy. I also have had increased opportunities for work and people have been more generous and friendly toward me.

Thank you, Michael, for the gift of your compassionate spirit! Your work is just what people need to get their life back on track. I will definitely work with you for healing other areas of my life.

Caution: If you have experienced sexual abuse, do not read the material presented below unless you have already done work around the issue of your abuse either with professionals in the field, or by some other means, and you have come to a place where you  feel you can safely explore removing the last remnants of the energetic patterns associated with your trauma. Thank you. 

Note: Obviously either sex can be a perpetrator or a victim of sexual abuse, I have used the masculine and feminine below only to simplify the writing.

Sexual abuse touches its victims at every level of their being. The remnants of the traumatic events and remnants the predator himself can be found, in the psyche, in the body, in the energy system and even in the spiritual material itself. In therapy these remnants can be accessed through talk, therapeutic touch, acupuncture of the meridian system and even through work of the subtlest energies that relate to the spirit. So often during your personal journey, you have done remarkable work with various therapies, yet the deepest energetic blocks remain at the level of the spiritual material. You must realize that the perpetrator himself has never let go of you. Many victims of sexual abuse have learned to survive the abuse, but on the journey, you must learn to thrive and the next step of the journey is to remove the spiritual attachments of the predator.

These attachmentss can last your entire lifetime, as even in death the predator often does not release you. The perpetrator feels that he is justified in his actions. He feels he has a right to posses you. Either consciously or unconsciously, he believes that his spiritual hooks into you cannot be seen, nor can they be undone. Of course, his actions were never justified. He has no right to possess you. His energetic hooks into you can be found and they can be removed.

He can become enormously angry when confronted by someone who can expose him and release his hold on you. This is not to be feared as it is only evidence that he is weakening and being forced to let go.

The spiritual hook of the sexual predator can be the last residue within you. You must be compassionate towards yourself when you realize the perpetrator has not let go.  If you do not feel totally free, do not blame yourself. You have done the personal and bodywork necessary to confront the effects of the abuse. Be proud of what you have accomplished and the therapies you have embarked upon to bring you to this place in the journey.

www.MichaelRoland.com

You can find more about spiritual attachments and spiritual development in my book Soulbaby: A Spiritual Odyssey